I'm running out of time for getting all things that I'm suppose to complete prior to my departure. Procrastination kills...
Body check
Dentist
Bank
Soho
Tiffany & Co
Email to Tibby & Blum
Email to Elena
Things are lying all over the places and I've ZERO idea where to start, what to bring and how to pack. For the past few weeks, I was really excited and looking forward going home since my last trip back was almost 2 years ago; however, as it is getting nearer to the date, I started to feel nervous, extremely. Loads to worry about, tons of uncertainties arise, too many questions I'm asking myself without an exact answer...
And when I try to look back at all these years I've been here, I started to ask myself, why do I ended up like this? Look at how things have made you into? Being turned into a total brand new me or I'm still the old me? Have you achieved all the dreams and goals you ever had on the first day you arrived? Or you've thrown all old dreams behind your mind? If you've achieved, is that what you're really looking for? Are you happy with it now? Or you'd rather not to achieve it at the beginning?
What am I going to do if my visa doesn't goes well? Master degree, right! And what kind of master degree are you applying for? Where can you see yourself at in the future? MBA? For the sake of the society, to be able to survive better in the reality world or the favor of your own interest? What do you really want? You aren't 18 no more, you've no time to waste, absolutely zero time to live in your own fantasize la-la-land anymore. Dang~
:: Depress ::
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